Why does it always happen???

With only 4 days left for my exams to commence, I out of nowhere have this sudden urge to create a blog. A normal guy at the same position would rather prefer studying. I, on the other hand, after creating a blog am writing this post. This isn't the first time it's happening. Everytime I have some important event in terms of studies coming up, my mind automatically starts wandering.

 The last time when I had my CA exams, my heart suddenly fell for a neighbour who on a regular day I never even gave a glance. I remember waiting all day long for the clock to strike 5pm. This was the time when she used to return from her college. Even with a success rate of nearly 20%(once in 5 days I 'd get a glance of her) my inspiration was never gone. A major chunk of my valuable time was lost everyday but I was so deeply in love(one sided) with her that I wasn't ready to see the bigger picture(me flunking in the exams). Days went by and there wasn't even a slight dip in my ever so increasing urge to waste time. With the preparation not satisfactory at all I went and took my exams.

A day after my exams got over all my plans to enjoy, live life to the fullest, etc, etc out of  reasons not known to me, came crashing down. Adding insult to injury was the fact that my heart no longer felt for the neighour any more.

With a few days left for my exams and I being following a routine where I sleep for almost 14 hours a day, I ask the Almighty,

                                    "WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAPPEN"??